the angry cat

Category : different, faith, live for the eternal, sin

My fiancé has a cat.  His name is Ben.  Ben the cat is about as neurotic as animals come.  I’ve written about him before.  Well last night he found a stuffed mouse with some cat nip inside.  Instead of playing with the toy he spent the whole time “growling” because he was afraid someone was going to steal the toy.  Now I’m not exactly sure why he thought someone would be interested in a slightly chewed, mostly soggy, fake rat.

But he was convinced someone wanted it.  And that was good enough for him.

The sad part is, he never enjoyed the toy because he was too worried that someone would take it from him.  The entire time he “played” with the mouse was essentially spent making sure no one else could have it.

Does that sound like anyone you know.

We spend so much time protecting our toys, and our things, that we never get to enjoy them.

I think of this every time I drive past a nice car that’s parked hundreds of feet away from other cars.  Usually it’s parked diagonally across two spots.  The owner is so worried about his (or her) car being damaged that they can’t enjoy the experience of owning it.  They live in fear that someone is going to take it from them.

This is what happens when we lose our focus.  When we aren’t living with a focus on the end game – on the eternal – we get caught up in the moment.  God knows this.  That’s why God reminds us again and again to stay focused on Him.  Not because he’s a narcissist, but because he knows that when we look away we lose our focus.  When we don’t live for the eternal we are bound to struggle.

So the next time you find yourself protecting your things from some unknown-toy-stealing-force, I hope you pause long enough to wonder if that unknown force is even real.

overcoming unexpected problems


Category : God, choice, hope, living a life of faith, taking action

“From that day on, half of my men did the work, while the other half were equipped with spears, shields, bows and armor. The officers posted themselves behind all the people of Judah who were building the wall. Those who carried materials did their work with one hand and held a weapon in the other, and each of the builders wore his sword at his side as he worked.” (Nehemiah 4: 16-18)

When you live a life of faith things aren’t always easy.  In fact, sometimes living a life of faith means you run smack into the unexpected problems.  That’s where Nehemiah found himself.  He was living a pretty comfortable life.  He had the King’s confidence.  He lived in a palace (his job was to eat food – which is great as long as it’s not poisoned).  I bet he even had cable TV.  But God called Nehemiah to rebuild the walls of Jerusalem.

Not an easy task.

Nehemiah gave up all of the perks of royal life to go back to Jerusalem and work in ditches to rebuild walls.  He gave up comfort for bickering nobles.  He gave up food so he could stand watch with the other Jews.  He gave up wealth and power so that he could worry about invasions and attacks.

Sometimes a life of faith gives you more problems than if you just did your own thing.

Being faithful is rarely easy.  There is often a price.  Almost everyone God called to do amazing things in the Bible had a harder time than if they had ignored him.  To most of us that feels wrong.  Before I became a Christian I had just always assumed that if you believe in God your life should be easy.  But that’s just not reality.

There’s no question God blesses people with amazing things.  David had tremendous wealth.  Yet before he could become king he had to fight a giant.  Esther lived in comfort and security, but she had to risk everything in order to save her fellow Jews.

Those were big risks.  Big obstacles.  But not all sacrifices are huge.

As I sit here typing this post, my computer speakers are on the verge of dying.  My keyboard doesn’t always record the letters I type, and I suspect I need to completely reformat my hard drive.  Even my mouse is rebelling and not scrolling properly.

There was a time when none of this would have been an issue.  I could have easily bought replacement speakers.  Heading to Best Buy wouldn’t be a problem.  But now, because I am unemployed, all of that is beyond my reach.  Of all the challenges I expected to face in unemployment a slowly dying computer was not one of them!

I’m not saying this is catastrophic.  The lives of a nation aren’t at risk if I can’t use the scroll wheel on my mouse.  It’s not like I have to carry a sword because I’m afraid my neighbor is going to try and kill me while I type on my computer.  But it is annoying.  It’s one more time I have to trust God.

Doing the right thing.  Trusting God.  All of these are hard choices.  Especially in the face of unexpected challenges.  As I said, being faithful almost always come with risks and challenges.  As John the Baptist found out, sometimes when we’re living out a life of faith we end up beheaded by a king.

But we don’t trust God because we expect an immediate reward.  We trust God, we act, because we are living for something more.  We are citizens of a different kingdom.  We live with an eye towards our final home – one that lasts forever.  We know that even though we face unexpected problems, there is a point to what we do.  God doesn’t ask us to do something simply because he can.

Every unexpected problem presents us with a choice – do we trust God and continue to live a life of faith?  Or do we trust ourselves, and move away from God?  When life presents you with a problem, what are you going to choose?